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About Me

`im belinda;
Fuck the system, everyone's wack.

Blogs I follow:

1. It’s funny how the one weekend I actually cared about whether I’d see you or not, you decided to act like the biggest dick I know. But what else could I expect it’s always how this day ends, shit. Learnt a lot this weekend, who cares, who doesn’t, who respects things and who only ever wants to be around because there’s drinks involved. For a day that’s supposed to be happy it never is, it’s never good, it’s pretty much just a reminder of how fucked things are. Fuck birthdays, fuck trusting people and fuck all the bullshit smiles I had to fake. Fuck trying to be happy for everyone else, because that’s all they want you to be and if you show that you’re not you’re just ungrateful. All this day brings is hurt and then I end up hurting the people I care about the most when I show it, it’s like a downward spiral everything gets worse. I hate the fact that I want to yell and scream so badly but I just cant, I hate that I’ve given up so many great opportunities just because I’ve wanted you, I hate that I can’t be happy unless I know you’re with me. I fucking hate it all, everything. I hate knowing that it could end so easily but knowing how much it’ll kill the only ones that care, it’s like I’ll never win, I’ll never be happy- I guess you could say all I wanted for my birthday was to actually be happy, but then again that ship sailed a long time ago.

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   I would…. Your really amazing :)<3

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